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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

AND MY ZABBY GAL!!! MY ONE AND ONLY SABOSEK!!!!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MAN!!! I'LL MISS THOSE TIMES I CAN RUFFLE UR HAIR, RED SPECKY.. !! and the popcorn spewing memories..
anyhow, happy wrapping my dear yoppie buddy!
p.s keep ur hair that way.


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Saturday, December 04, 2004

right.. back from tw... too lazy to post the whole experience la.. it was good though.. established something between tbc-Gino. anyhow.. love the location of our hotel.. in the middle of ximending.. gobsmack baby.. felt like home there.like the architecture.. went to alot of places like: Danshui, He Pin Gong Yuan, Taipei 101, bypass Ah bian's house lol, Shilin nightmarket, new york new york etc....
anyhow.. chiao for now.. lazy-


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Sunday, November 21, 2004

I'M ALLLLIIIIVVVVVEEEEEEEEE!!!!
heh.. o's almost over
know i didn't do well.. not my best. i left out a 10 marks question. hows dat for a tea time story.. anyhow, i still live and did not commit suicide.. no time now.. gota call him.. this blog is the recarnation of my previous' ! and i'm so gona have fun...


`` timed out-- 11/21/2004 01:08:00 AM

Friday, June 25, 2004

一个人生活


叶子在窗外轻摇动 人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我 自从你离开了
我变得很软弱 你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我 少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞

我想我可以习惯一个人生活 我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰 的夜里让眼泪温热我
感觉如果要走谁能说 no
我想我可以习惯一个人生活 在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱你怎么会是这个结果
爱情是个梦而我睡过头


`` timed out-- 6/25/2004 12:54:00 AM

Saturday, June 19, 2004

Ah Well..
Here we are again..
alot happened.. but will whisper and laugh.
dun wanna care about wat others are doing for art.. how far they are getting.. will follow my own pace. is this right, or wrong?
what is right? what is wrong?
feel like eating crabmeat.. saw him eating it.. omg.. can anyone look cuter stuffing a crabmeat into one's mouth?!
hmm... broke my record of 1 year and 4 months plus.. hmm...


scrolled up towel in a bun or crabmeat is good and reality..

undergoing taming

Ah yes.. I have suddenly become sure of an emotion .. It was total nervousness when i saw him, as in .. those whereby you go practically dry in ur mouth and suddenly incapable of swallowing?yeah.. i was very sure of that.. and the tingling sensation within or juz beneath ur skin whereby you feel peace yet wild pleasure and cackling happiness.. ugh., but yes!!(screams to the sky)

`` timed out-- 6/19/2004 11:42:00 PM

Thursday, June 17, 2004

Right.. staring at this blank post page.. or watever u'd like to call it..
got so much feelings.. but not much to tell..
Hia.. really living in the past liddat.. Them everywhere But here.. Can't wait to see them again..
argh!! feeling really rugged and wretched..
Felt like a fool today..
was actually supposed to meet J but was stood up.. Bai Chi.

Meeting him 2molo.. hmm.. no feeling @ all.. how?!
Its like he's been a dream 4 too long and now he coincides with reality.. I'm waking up. The Awakening.. lol..
private joke.

haven't even packed my bag now.. and its now like, 12:40 sumthing?
hahax.. i would have packed my bag last week all ready to go if it was the me last year.. and i would not stop talking.. now.. it kinda feels as if its ok if nothing had happened in the first place, as if its planned so that i have at least something to look forward to during this dreary "hols".
And i wonder if its fading, or just swallowed up because of the eventful week i had.. or mayhap thats what helps u to get over a guy? remind me the next time i fall again.
rather ironic that u say u fall 4 someone as if sucummbing urself eh. But read that u say u fall head over heels cos its as if u see someone beautiful so u missed a step, thus falling 4 someone. Reader's Digest posts real solid stuff sometimes.

dun really like the arrangement i have for myself tommorow.. Damnation..I miss my XTS'cd already.. just hope 'nice will hurry up n help me burn..thanks anyway.


The Best Crew

`` timed out-- 6/17/2004 12:27:00 AM

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

This is so damn pathetic. i got only 2 huggs in total? and guess wat? i GAVE myself 2 huggs. :D chee, Shiuan.. at least i love you!
i'm so shredding that bloody thing off my template.


Last week was a total
W-O-W.
W-O-W
Double Wow factor
finished my dance class.. omg.. now that both Choco n Toy back in Taiwan.. feeling so bloody empty.. For example,the monday last wk, i was only getting home now..
ARGH!!! how?! really really miss the dance classes.. shit it.. should have known something liddat would happen.. !@#$%%^&*
Got their photos though!! shiok man

gonna harp on TBC .. haha.
dunnoe y.. but feeling very vexed @ my mom lately.. rugged man.. i just need to find my way of living and live it. i'm bending. I guess i'll just live to form memories for myself.

Rugged hair ball

The Best Crew.


oh yah..borrowed pants 4rm 'nice.. cos i dun have any decent ones. and her mom was giving me the hopeful grin , asking me to influence her daughter to wear skirts. PLz, Mrs Lim.. i have to take care of my pants first..
Borrowed the bloody pants so that i dun embarrass myself on T. Jul saw Means again today. Hope i'll never see Mit again.. i'm clinging on very fine, thank you.Watched HP again.

Nat: in case u're reading this, i have broadened my mind and had started loaning ppl my HP bks.. eg. Eunice and.. erm.. tats abt all.. but i seriously dun mind lending u.. and dun worry.. no rules this time.. if u wanna borrow that is.. juz make sure u dun bend the spine.. stroke it. qoute unqoute..lol.. if u get the jitz..



`` timed out-- 6/15/2004 12:01:00 AM

爱情在 秋季里 签了一张和约。。。